Saturday, November 25, 2006
3:51 AM
I can't seem to find the right words to say.
A while ago, I started writing in my uhm, diary (again)? *yucky* i know :P There are certain things kasi na I want to keep for myself. So yun. hehe La lang. :)
dreaming of a could be*
Thursday, November 23, 2006
7:04 AM
Nov 23, 06 11:15 pm
Random thoughts.....
I didn't know what I did but I did it anyway. Labo amp.
You know what? Stupidity should be a crime. Haha Seriously. Basta. I'm just confuse right now. It was just a joke. For me ah. It was nothing IT MEANS NOTHING TO ME tas parang *poof* Naging isang malaking kahihiyan na siya. I don't know how would I react. I can't say that it was my fault. Cause it wasn't. And I guess it wasn't their fault either. So, whose fault is it? :( Now, I AM CONFUSED. Haha Never mind. I'm confusing myself.
My mom asked me what do i want for Christmas. And for the first time in my life I didn't know what to say! haha! Feeling contented ako. I don't know what's gotten into me. It was weird. I asked Agatha, sabi nya, she feels the same. Natuwa naman ako dun. Normal naman pala yun. Hehe Siguro kasi binibigay nila yung hinihingi ko. hehe And most of the things i want, i can afford naman to buy so yun, para san pa yung paghingi sa kanila if i can buy it for myself. db? hehe so yun, i still don't know what to ask for christmas pero they gave me enough money to splurge so yun. I think that's enough for me :)
Last Sunday, my cousin asked me something... Sabi nya "Bat wala ka pang boyfriend?" Gulat ako eh. I don't know how would I react. Sabi ko naman "Nakikita mo naman kung anung oras ako umuuwi diba? Halos School-Bahay lang ako, panu naman ako makakakilala ng guy nun?" Tas yun.... It was just a short conversation... But it made me realize something.... I was single for 18 years! Haha! Pero ok lang. Ewan ko, but I'm fine with crushes.. hehe Kasi lately I've been thinking of graduation (Exage ba?)... Kung saan ko gusto mag work after... Ayun, I want to go to States and work there. Dun ko talaga gusto. La ako future sa Pilipinas noh! hehe And I want to help both of my parents. If I'm going to work here in the Philippines, it would be impossible. Ewan ko lang... Kasi parang ang hirap ng swerte dito... Dapat yung tipong you're in the right place in the right time ka... Panu naman yun noh!.... Haha Dahil lang sa tanong na yun, napag isip isip ko yung mga bagay na yun. hehe E panu kasi kung magkakaBF ako, baka mabago plano ko db.... Sa huli, papipiliin lang ako nyan. Wala lang.....
Tomorrow I'm supposed to go to Rizal (Frontier Ranch) for our retreat. But I'm toooo lazy to pack my things so i decided not to come. Back out. Last minute. Sorry Girls. I'm thinking of going to Taft tomorrow. Tambay. Pero nakakatamad din eh. Uwi na lang ako. :P
Hope I'm making the right decisions. :)
I was watching "Maging Sino ka Man" a while ago. Grabe sobrang nakaka awa si Anne. Haha I really don't watch that show though I really want to watch it (I don't have time and I sleep early). Ayun. La lang... share :)
I think that's enough blabbing for tonight. I have to study. I have a quiz tomorrow.
bye.
p.s. glad to be back here. hehe
dreaming of a could be*
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